AceShowbiz - Cara Delevingne opens up about her relationship with her girlfriend St. Vincent a.k.a. Annie Clark in an interview with Vogue magazine's July issue. "I think that being in love with my girlfriend is a big part of why I'm feeling so happy with who I am these days," Cara shares, "And for those words to come out of my mouth is actually a miracle."
The "Paper Towns" actress says she felt confused by her sexuality as a child and was afraid about the possibility of being gay. "It took me a long time to accept the idea, until I first fell in love with a girl at 20 and recognized that I had to accept it," she explains, "But I have erotic dreams only about men. I had one two nights ago where I went up to a guy in the back of a VW minivan, with a bunch of his friends around him, and pretty much jumped him."
"Women are what completely inspire me, and they have also been my downfall. I have only been hurt by women, my mother first of all," Cara says of her mother Pandora Delevingne who has battled heroine addiction.
Cara isn't putting a label on her sexual orientation. "The thing is, if I ever found a guy I could fall in love with, I'd want to marry him and have his children," the "Suicide Squad" actress shares, "And that scares me to death because I think I'm a whole bunch of crazy, and I always worry that a guy will walk away once he really, truly knows me."