June 18, 2012 06:55:12 GMT
Insisting that she's more mature now, Kim claims she fell in love hard with Kris Humphries but soon realized he's not the one after they moved in together.
Kim Kardashian is a hopeless romantic, and she does not hesitate to show it off. In a one-on-one interview on "Oprah's Next Chapter" that aired June 17, the estranged wife of Kris Humphries said, "I want babies. I want my forever, and I want my fairytale."
The girlfriend of Kanye West insisted she had grown up. "And now I just love that I'm with someone that's a couple years older than me," she referred to her 35-year-old beau. "For what I've been through I am that changed person, just from my own experiences."
Talking about her failed marriage, 31-year-old Kim insisted it was not a stunt. "We don't do anything for ratings. I think anyone who knows me knows that I fall in love hard," she defended herself. "I would have had a big wedding regardless of who I am."
It took Kim only 72 days to change from being head over heels in love with the NBA star to being estranged. "Once we moved in, I knew that he was not the one," she reasoned before nodding to a question whether she was bored. She then apologized "to anyone I might have hurt."
When the subject was switched to her sex tape, Kim confessed she felt "humiliated" and it's hard to have to face the consequences. "That's pretty much how I was introduced to the world. It was a negative way, so I feel like I had to work ten times harder to get people to see the real me," she sighed.
Back then, the ex-girlfriend of Reggie Bush claimed she didn't "know what I would have done." She continued, "I have to live with the choices I have made." She chimed in, "[Now] I am just such a calm, different person, and my life isn't all about me."
When Kris Jenner was confronted with the similar question about her daughter's sex tape, the Kardashian matriarch recalled, "Bad day." She went on, "You do what a mom would do. I cried myself to sleep for a few nights, and then I said, 'I love you...we can get through anything'."
In a group interview, the Kardashians were asked by Oprah Winfrey whether they would be famous if they were not good looking. "I mean in today's society, yeah, to be honest, probably not," Khloe Kardashian said before Kim added, "But I don't think [our success] would've happened if we were all like skinny, pretty models."
When asked whether her mother was pimping them, Kim said, "I think that's so ridiculous. First of all, we have to hire a manager. So regardless, someone is going to get that [job]. No one will fight harder for you than your own mother. She knows us. She knows all of our moods...We just get each other. We vibe. It works."
A second part of the interview with the Kardashians will air on June 24 on OWN. "Is Kanye West your new fairy tale?" is one of Oprah's questions that people are eagerly waiting for an answer from Kim.