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Ronda Rousey broke down in tears as she discussed her shocking loss to Holly Holm during a November match in Australia. The UFC fighter told Ellen DeGeneres that she considered to end her own life after being knocked out by The Preacher's Daughter.

"I was literally sitting there and thinking about killing myself and that exact second I'm like 'I'm nothing, what do I do anymore and no one gives a sh*t about me anymore without this,' " she tearfully said. "To be honest I looked up and I saw my man Travis was standing up there and I looked up at him and I was like, I need to have his babies. I need to stay alive."

"I was like why did this happen? I do believe all the best things come from the worst things," she went on. "Every worst thing that happened in my life resulted in the absolute best things and I tried to think what is the reason of all this and I'm thinking like what my actual purpose is and maybe just winning all the time isn't what's best for everybody."

After recuperating from her injuries, Ronda Rousey has since bounced back. She hosted "Saturday Night Live" where she poked fun at herself before congratulating Holly Holm. She also recently graced one of the Sports Illustrated newest covers.