AceShowbiz - Chrissy Teigen has addressed her mental health in the wake of controversy surrounding her. After being "cancelled" over cyber-bullying scandal, the "Chrissy's Court" star admitted in a new candid post that she feels "lost."
Taking to her Instagram feed on Wednesday, July 14, the 35-year-old model wrote, "Iiiii don't really know what to say here...just feels so weird to pretend nothing happened in this online world but feel like utter s**t in real life. Going outside sucks and doesn't feel right, being at home alone with my mind makes my depressed head race." She added, "But I do know that however I'm handling this now isn't the right answer. I feel lost and need to find my place again."
"I need to snap out of this, I desperately wanna communicate with you guys instead of pretending everything is okay. I'm not used to any other way!!" Chrissy continued. The cookbook author began to say that she has learned a lot from "cancel club," saying, "Cancel club is a fascinating thing and I have learned a whollllle lot. Only a few understand it and it's impossible to know til you're in it. And it's hard to talk about it in that sense because obviously you sound whiney when you've clearly done something wrong."
Chrissy came to the conclusion that "it just sucks" and "there is no winning." The wife of John Legend elaborated further, "But there never is here anyhow. All I know is I love you guys, I miss you guys, and I just needed an honest moment with you because I'm just...tired of being sick with myself all day."
"I don't even know if it's good to say any of this because it's gonna get brutally picked apart but I dunno. I can't do this silent s**t anymore!" Chrissy stated. The former "Lip Sync Battle" co-host then ended her caption by writing, "If you or someone you know has also been cancelled please let me know if there is a cancel club reunion because I could use some time off my couch! Thank u and goodbye I love u."
Chrissy's latest statement came after she was accused of cyber-bullying by a number of celebrities, including Courtney Stodden and fashion designer Michael Costello. Singer Dencia, meanwhile, alleged that the model pushed her at the 2016 Grammys.
Chrissy, however, has issued an apology and expressed her remorse. "I've apologized publicly to one person, but there are others - and more than just a few - who I need to say I'm sorry to. I'm in the process of privately reaching out to the people I insulted," she claimed.