AceShowbiz - Billie Eilish might not jump into a romantic relationship any time soon. When asked if she has a room for a special someone as she spreads her wings in the music industry, the multiple Grammy winner made a shocking confession about her never feeling powerful while being in a relationship.

"I've had my heart broken, sure. People have done some terrible s**t to me. The crazy s**t I have gone through. I have never felt powerful in a relationship," spilled the 18-year-old in a cover interview for the July/August issue of GQ. "I did once and, guess what, I took advantage of that person's kindness. I wasn't used to it."

In terms of finding a boyfriend, Eilish said, "It is so weird, but I don't see it for myself. I know I will find someone eventually, but at the moment I can't visualize it. I feel like I am a totally different person when I am with someone else. People just don't do it for me." She added, "It's been months and I am not attracted to people any more. I don't know what's going on... It's actually kind of dope."

During the chat, the "Bury a Friend" singer also got candid about how her past relationships affected her confidence. "Here's a bomb for you: I have never felt desired," she disclosed. "My past boyfriends never made me feel desired. None of them. And it's a big thing in my life that I feel I have never been physically desired by somebody."

The younger sister of FINNEAS went on to explain its impact. "So I dress the way I dress as I don't like to think of you guys - I mean anyone, everyone - judging it, or the size of it," she stated, before noting, "But that doesn't mean that I won't wake up one day and decide to wear a tank top, which I have done before."

Asked how she felt when she did wear a tank top, Eilish opened up about felling trapped. "Well, I do that and suddenly my boobs are trending on Twitter," she said. "Which is fine - that s**t looks good. Sometimes I dress like a boy. Sometimes I dress like a swaggy girl. And sometimes I feel trapped by this persona that I have created, because sometimes I think people view me not as a woman."

The teen star then pointed out at the video interlude she made for her new tour that saw her taking layers of her clothing off. "That tour video was about all that. It is me saying: look, there is a body underneath these clothes and you don't get to see it. Isn't that a shame? But my body is mine and yours is yours," she elaborated. "Our own bodies are kind of the only real things which are truly ours. I get to see it and get to show it when I want to."