AceShowbiz - Lamar Odom apparently hasn't completely moved on from his ex-wife Khloe Kardashian, and the fact that she's pregnant with someone else's baby breaks his heart, according to a source. Speaking to HollywoodLife.com, the insider reveals that the 38-year-old former basketball player feels like a failure upon learning about his ex's pregnancy.
"Lamar is happy for Khloe but that doesn't mean this doesn't hurt, it's heartbreaking for him that she's having a baby with someone else," the insider tells the webloid. "He's not over Khloe, their divorce is still a painful subject for him and one of his biggest regrets is that he wasn't able to get her pregnant. And now that she's having someone else's baby it's a big reminder of how he failed."
The source continues, "People are giving him grief over it too, saying this proves all their fertility troubles were his fault; it's humiliating. And the things she said in her announcement only makes this worse, the stuff about how God's timing was right all along might be true but it's still a huge slap in the face to Lamar. He wishes she could have been more thoughtful about the words she chose."
Khloe confirmed she's expecting her first child with boyfriend Tristan Thompson on Wednesday, December 20 with a baby bump pic on Instagram. The 33-year-old entrepreneur/reality TV star reportedly secretly contacted Lamar to tell him about her pregnancy just hours before she made the news public.
A separate source told The Sun that Khloe, who was married to the retired NBA star for seven years until their divorce in 2016, "wanted Lamar to know before she announced the pregnancy, so she had [momager Kris Jenner] contact Lamar to tell him."
"Obviously there's a lot of history there and Khloe would have been worried about his reaction, so Kris thought it best she break the news," continued the source, explaining that "Khloe wants to move forward and doesn't really want any contact with her ex, but letting him know the news was coming out was the kindest thing to do."