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Keith Urban didn't discover Nicole Kidman's "secret sex journals" despite a report published by National Enquirer. The magazine previously reported the country singer found out the diaries at their home in Nashville when Kidman was working in London.

The diaries allegedly "detail her relationships with other men" including Lenny Kravitz and Russell Crowe. The magazine also quoted a so-called "close pal" as saying, "Keith was totally shocked by what he read. Afterward he felt so guilty, he called Nicole to confess."

In the diaries, Kidman allegedly wrote she's worried if her husband would cheat on her with his co-judge on "American Idol", Jennifer Lopez. The "pal" claimed, "Nic went through hell over Keith and J.Lo's flirty behavior."

Another supposed revelation in the diaries was Kidman's desire to have a baby boy. From their marriage, the couple has two daughters, Faith and Sunday. According to the source, "She'd give anything to get pregnant one last time and have a son."

Kidman also allegedly opened up about her marriage to Tom Cruise. According to the magazine, the actress wrote her marriage to Cruise was "the worst time of her life." She felt "she missed out" on their kids Connor and Isabella's childhood "because they lived with Tom."

Responding to the report, a representative for Kidman told Gossip Cop that the report was simply "bulls**t." The rep said that the "secret sex journals" were nonexistent and, thus, Urban didn't find them.