The 'Cool for the Summer' singer admits that when she struggled with depression, she was jealous of people who could party like Miley in her 'We Can't Stop' music video.
- August 5, 2015
AceShowbiz -
Demi Lovato opened up in an interview with Cosmopolitan magazine about how hard it is to stay sober while struggling with depression. The "Cool for the Summer" songtress even admitted that she was once jealous of people who could freely party like Miley Cyrus in her "We Can't Stop" music video.
"There was a time when I was jealous of people who were able to party," she told the magazine. Demi, who has been very open about her sobriety over the past few years, continued, "For instance, Miley, in her music video '[We] Can't Stop,' her whole thing was partying and not giving a f**k. Part of me was super jealous that I couldn't be like that."
Despite the jealousy, the "Heart Attack" singer realized that such lifestyle wouldn't work for her. "I had to look at my life and be like, 'O.K., that's just not what you can do. There's no need to be bitter about it,' " she confessed.
The singer who will turn 23 this month also talked about her on-and-off relationship with Wilmer Valderrama. "The only times we ever broke up were when I was relapsing, whether it was drugs or in a bad place and rebelling against everybody, not just him," she said.
"We started dating when I turned 18...Right after that, I went to rehab. People told him, 'You should probably leave. She's on a spiral, and you're going to be sucked down with it.' But he was like, 'I'm not leaving. This is somebody I really care about,' " she said of her boyfriend who didn't give up on her.
