AceShowbiz - Drakeo the Ruler's significant other broke her silence following the stabbing that claimed his life. The woman who goes by the name Noel Bianca on Instagram posted on her page, "Laying in my bed now asking god why."

"I just want to rip this Christmas tree down," she wrote another somber message before showing off the couple's lavish mansion, "Our beautiful home we created together. Throw it all away to have u back."

It was apparently Noel's birthday and she claimed Drakeo had planned a vacation to celebrate it before his tragic death. She posted a number of messages from family and friends wishing her a happy birthday while sending prayers and love to her family.

"If I had one birthday wish it would be for my man to be bear hugging me one more time. He gave me the best hugs. I don't see a light at the end of the tunnel right now. I just wish you were here Darrell," she added.

She also reminiscent one of her last meaningful conversations with the rapper, "You asked me last Monday, 'So does this mean we are soulmates.' " She went on, "They took my baby from me on my birthday. I will never be the same without u my rib."

She then addressed the outpouring supports, "Thank u for the prayers. God give me the strength."

Drakeo passed away following a violent altercation with a group of people backstage at the star-studded Los Angeles music festival, Once Upon a Time. He was rushed to a nearby hospital in a critical condition after reportedly being stabbed in the throat by one of his attackers.

The rapper just turned 28 years old on December 1. He was celebrated by his girlfriend on his big day, "I'm so proud of everything you have accomplished this last year. I will always be here thru the good bad n ugly. Loving you is the best. I will always cherish the good times. Stay true & continue to shine on em."