The late rapper often got candid about his struggles with substance abuse and depression, which seemed to play a part in his breakup with Ariana Grande.
- September 8, 2018
AceShowbiz - Miller's vision of an ideal life was simple as he once said, "I really wouldn't want just happiness. And I don't want just sadness either. I don't want to be depressed." But things seemed to take an even darker turn hours before his passing. On September 6, a day before he was found unresponsive in his home, he posted on Instagram several videos that hinted at how hopeless he was.
The videos showed him playing "So It Goes", one of his songs off his recent album "Swimming". He rapped in the song, "Nine lives, never die, f**k a heaven, I'm still gettin' high/ Never mind, did I mention I'm Fine." It's unclear what was in his mind at the time, but he apparently turned to drugs again to deal with his problem.
