AceShowbiz - Chris Brown is opening up about all aspects in his life in a sneak peek trailer for his upcoming documentary film "Welcome to My Life". The "Loyal" hitmaker discusses Rihanna assault which took place before the 2009 Grammy Awards.
Breezy went from being "America's Sweetheart to public enemy number one" after the incident and he didn't think he could continue his life. "I felt like a f***ing monster," he says in the video. "I was thinking about suicide and everything else. I wasn't sleeping, I wasn't eating. I just was getting high. I went from being on top of the world, number one songs, being kind of like America's sweetheart, to being public enemy number one."
Chris' mom, Joyce Hawkins, says "That was the worst day of my life and probably his life. I felt like I was going to lose my child." Usher, who is also featured in the documentary says, "If you truly love Chris Brown then you felt everything that has gone on with him."
Despite his downfall, Breezy is hopeful his star will rise again in the future. "If there was ever a doubt in your mind that Chris Brown was done, he was finished? I wouldn't bet on it," he says at the end of the video.