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Caitlyn Jenner talks to the media for the first time about the deadly car accident that involved her back in February. She says she remembers "very little" about the crash but insists that she drove under the speed limit. "I remember it happening [but] that's about it," so she explains.

The E! reality star says couldn't say much about the coalition due to the ongoing litigation. "A tragedy like this, you'll never get over it. You just learn to live with it the best you possibly can," she tells "Today" host Matt Lauer.

Caitlyn also addresses the possibility of landing behind bars. "The media wants that picture, don't they?" she muses of her potential mugshot. Her biggest fear, however, is going to men's jail. "That is the worst case scenario," she says. "I don't know. We'll see. The Men's County Jail. It is an enormous problem that they would put trans-women in Men's County Jail."

But the "I Am Cait" star doesn't regret undergoing the transition. "There's nothing more, nothing better in life to wake up in the morning, look at yourself in the mirror and feel comfortable with yourself and who you are," so she explains.

When asked about the controversies surrounding her ESPY Award, she replies, "I didn't ask for it. They gave me the award. Did it take a lot of courage to come out? Absolutely. Did I have tremendous respect for Arthur Ashe and that award? Absolutely. And I'm very honored to have them award that to me, not just to me but this entire community. So I'm very pleased the way it turned out."