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Caitlyn Jenner reveals her struggle post surgery following her transition to become a woman. "I had a massive panic attack," the E! reality star recalls what happened in the second part of her interview with Matt Lauer for "Today" show.

"I'd never had anything like that in my life. It was, like, so scary. My heart was just pounding and this and that. In my head when I shut my eyes, it was just, like, 'My God, what did you just do?' Because that surgery kind of passed the point of no return."

But she has "no regrets whatsoever." She says, "I just want my family to be okay. All of that stuff takes time. You transition, your whole family goes through this. They've been a blessing in my life, and you don't want anything to hurt them, and you wonder, are you doing the right thing? You know, living your true self. And everybody handles it differently."

When asked which gender she's attracted to, Caitlyn replies, "I honestly don't even know that. I don't want to go there. Right now, I have no idea what the future holds. I'll cross that bridge when it comes to it." She also says, "I have no idea what that would be in the future, but I’m kind of open to anything."