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British actress Lucy Gordon said that she was really besotted with her boyfriend Jerome Almeras, who is in his 40s, just before she passed away. "She told me she was in love with her boyfriend," Michel Haddi, who photographed her for the Italian issue of Vanity Fair, says.

"I told her she must like older men. She looked like a girl with a plan. She had everything to go for. I was going to visit her and her boyfriend in Paris," Michel explains further, adding "She was hiding that turmoil inside. It's devastating. All of us have a tendency to want to kill ourselves, but there's a difference to think about it."

Lucy Gordon, who starred as Jennifer Dugan on "Spider-Man 3", was found hanging by Jerome Almeras at their flat in Paris on Wednesday, May 20. On the day of the incident, the couple was reported rowing before Jerome finally fell asleep. When he woke up, he found Lucy's dead body. He soon cut it down and rushed to the street looking for help, crying "Why? Why?"

French police currently is investigating Lucy's death. Her father, Richard, says that the 28-year-old beauty left two suicide notes, one was written for her parents and the other detailed her wishes for the disposal of her estate. "There is no question of foul play. Lucy committed suicide," he said.