In a series of Instagram rants against her family, the 'Lucky' singer claims she's left 'traumatized' after being forced to work while placed under conservatorship and that her sons have 'blocked' her now.
- Sep 12, 2022
AceShowbiz - Britney Spears is once again lashing out against her family. Amid the family drama that was reignited by her son Jayden's recent TV interview, the pop star has blasted her parents, Jamie and Lynn Spears, for putting her through "pain" during the conservatorship.
"Sorry I will never forget because of the pain and the difference in being out of my head clear moving my feet ... its only been 10 months since the conservatorship has ended," she wrote on Sunday, September 11 along with a racy picture of her naked and baring her butt, which was censored with a red heart sticker. "I wouldn't wish that kind of pain on anyone !!!"
Blaming her family for her sufferings, the 40-year-old continued, "It's extremely hard for me to accept the fact that my family did that to me ... it will be hard for me for the rest of my life ... as for my Mom and Dad who sat back and hid coffee from me at the house to wake me up from feeling dead and scared like an old lady ... and threw me away ... I will say it loud and proud ... I pray you both burn in hell."
A few hours earlier, Britney let out an audio post detailing her experience going through MRI multiple times, which made her feel uncomfortable. In the caption, she detailed the work she put out during her 13-year conservatorship.
"I will be honest in the beginning 13 years of conservatorship like 8 videos I only like one - Work B***h … the most offensive SO CALLED professional pictures on every tour," she penned. "I mean they could have at least cheated and retouched them for me … just saying … 2 day shoots for new show in Vegas literally the worst ever … and me excited for the pictures for 5 months on tour … they never showed me any."
"I'd rather quit s**t in my pool and shoot photos of myself in studios over working with the most offensive people in my life," she lamented. "I'm pretty traumatized for life and yes I'm pissed as f**k and no I won't probably perform again just because I'm stubborn and I will make my point."
She added, "Psss … and father the beautiful picture you guys put up of me in New York City for Pepsi making me cry looking 80 years old … see this picture right here … kiss my God damn mother f**king a** you f**king bastard."
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On Saturday, Britney also posted a series of audio clips talking about her disappointment after her son Jayden talked about her social media posts and defended her father Jamie. "With my kids now, making the claims that 'She's not good enough. She wants attention,' " she said in one of the clips. "Yah, I do want to be heard, and I'm angry. And I kind of subconsciously want to offend people because I've been so f**king offended."
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The "Hold It Against Me" then said directly to her two sons, whom she shares with ex-husband Kevin Federline, "But I'm afraid to inform you guys, I'm not willing to see you until I feel valued." She would later claim that she was "told you guys have blocked me," of Sean and Jayden.
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"I was desperate to see you guys, and I wanted to see you guys so bad, but honestly I should have valued myself way more and told you guys when I was available," the mother of two further made her point across. She admitted, "I gave you guys so much attention, it was pathetic."
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Opening up about how hurt she is over her estrangement from her kids, Britney said, "Since they've been gone, I've honestly felt like a huge part of me has died… Like literally I have no purpose anymore." She added, "They were my joy, they were my everything. I look forward to seeing them – that was what I lived for. And then all of a sudden, they were gone….And I was like, 'Did my heart just stop beating?' And honestly - I don't understand how it's so easy for them - just to cut me off like that?"
