AceShowbiz - A new episode of "Keeping Up with the Kardashians" gave insight into the troubles in Kim Kardashian's marriage to Kanye West. The outing, which was filmed during the KarJenner family’s trip to Lake Tahoe at the beginning of December 2020, saw Kim being upset over a plate of cookies being left out on the table as she had recently "gained 15 pounds."
Of her older sister, Khloe Kardashian said in a confessional, "Kim has been struggling privately behind the camera about her relationship. It's tough because Kim is clearly redirecting so much of her frustration and sadness and anger. Sometimes you take things out on something that has nothing to do with what you're going through." She added, "Kim is dealing with so much right now and it's tough because, before we left, her and Kanye had this big fight."
Later, footage of Kim hysterically crying while talking to her sisters flickered on the screen. "I just, like, honestly can't do this anymore," the SKIMS founder vented. "Why am I still in this place where I'm stuck for years? He goes and moves to a different state every year. I have to be, like, together so I can raise the kids."
While she called Kanye an "amazing dad" and praised him for doing an "amazing job" with the kids, the reality TV star claimed she was no longer able to put up with their different lifestyles. "He deserves someone who can go support his every move and follow him all over the place and move to Wyoming [with him]," she said of the Yeezy designer while in tears. "I can't do that. He should have a wife who supports his every move and travels with him and everything and I can’t do that."
She went on to say that she felt like a "f***ing failure" for having thoughts about ending her third marriage. "I feel like a f***ing loser. I can't even think about that. I want to be happy," Kim admitted.
Kim didn't reveal why she and Kanye had fight in the first place, but she told Khoe that it was over by the time she went for the trip. "It's all calm now, so I just roll with it," Kim revealed to the Good American jeans founder. Still, Kim appeared to determine to pull the plug on her marriage to the rapper. "There's honestly nothing to talk about. I won't live with the fighting and stuff if it was constant," she said. Later in February, Kim filed for divorce from Kanye, with whom she shares four kids together.