AceShowbiz - Hugh Hefner's ex-girlfriend Holly Madison is saving her comments about the Playboy boss' Christmas engagement for her reality TV show. The former Playboy Playmate was heartbroken when Hef tweeted the happy news after 24-year-old model Crystal Harris agreed to be his wife - because she split from the 84 year old in 2008 when he refused to wed her.

But Madison, who was once rumored to be pregnant with Hefner's baby, has refused to let her emotions get the better of her in a premature statement, insisting on a televised sit-down with her ex instead. The publisher agreed, and the two former lovers' summit at the Playboy Mansion has now been filmed for Madison's TV show "Holly's World".

She tells People.com, "After I heard about it, I wanted to save my feelings for the show. I wanted to confront Hef and just get all my feelings out there rather than make a statement."

The episode will air on U.S. cable network E! later this month. Madison adds, "It was definitely awkward, but good. A lot of people congratulated him on Twitter, but for me, it was such a personal thing. I wanted to go there."