January 19, 2012 03:18:01 GMT
'I'm honored to be on 'SNL' I'm happy to be here, but if I didn't have it, I'd be happy too,' Del Rey shares her thought about her 'SNL' gig.
Though staying mum about her much-criticized performance on "Saturday Night Live", Lana Del Rey actually has admitted that she hasn't felt truly comfortable when it comes to performing on television. "I find it weird ... sometimes. [It] depends on the day," she confessed to MTV News before the "SNL" gig.
"You know, like, [it] depends on what's going on with my family and everyone around me," Del Rey added. "If I have other things to think about, or I'm trying to get things done for somebody else, and I'm not in my own way, then ... I'm like, 'This doesn't really matter.' Sometimes it seems more important to me than other times, I don't know."
Regardless of the outcome, which she couldn't see it coming back then, the "Born to Die" singer said she's quite content to just enjoy the ride. "Things are cool. They always will be, whether the music goes good or not," she gushed. "Like, I consider being able to sing a luxury, it doesn't run my life, it's not my main focus. I love it, I feel grateful. I'm honored to be on 'SNL' I'm happy to be here, but if I didn't have it, I'd be happy too."